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*An angry post*
In case if u wonder y ppl are alws angry at u all e time?! Tats bcos there's indeed something wrong abt u.. So, pls go do some self reflection ya?
I was so looking forward to this day, a day suppose to be great & fun~ Bt bcos of a petty some1, all was being spoilt.. Anyway, I promised to go and I will.. Wats over's over.. Bt it let me see tru wats so call 'sis' & true frenships ya.. No1 has this prob wit me except ONE.. I do not mind being bullied alws.. Bt I am a human, i hv feelings, i hv my limits too! No more drama mama for me, Im tired~ (*PS: In our lifes, No1 is indispensable~)
LOL! Seriously! I can't be bothered anymore! Enough is enough! All i can say is today is a day I hv been malign by my 'so call' long time sis~ Bt well, it let me see the true her.. When she needed me, I am there~ Bt bcos of a simple minor matter, i am being trample like a shit.. Go ahead if she feels bete in this way thn! I treasure every friendship more then u might think I do.. I dun wish this to happen, bt now I cant afford to hv a 'friend' like u.. U makes ppl life difficult bcos U r a difficult person with a difficult life! Anyway, I dun think u ned me as well~ U r now happily BZing with ur new frens njoying and clubbing all the way.. Yes! I dun hv e rights to say u.. Cos Im not fit as u dun even treat me as a fren like since when Gods & u noes.. U alws say ppl are alws pretending, bt did u do some soul searching of urself too?! I doubt so.. U r just so self cetered and so full of urslf.. Dun believe, ask the people around u~ To think all the things I hv been tru wit u have just gone in a 'phoof'! All bcos of ur pettiness.. All ppl changed, either to the good or the bad.. I duno hw abt u, I just felt I duno u anymore, eversince aft ur divorce! Think, when u r sad at times, as long i am being asked, I will be there for u.. Didnt I?! Mayb u just forgt abt the pasts of me being there for u.. Probly cos everyday aft u drink u forget everytink.. So everytime I must always be the one to spare a tot for u all e time? So I must understand tt u cannot see happiness & everyone must be there to cry & sad wit u when u want to? When Im happy, did u truely felt happy for me too?! When Im sad I dun go around asking ppl for them to pity me either.. Anyway, U will nv ever think u r in any wrong.. Be it in any and everything~ SO, we shall just go ahead with our separate lives.. In future of any occassions tt u will be there, Im sry I will not be there if I noe u will.. In any case we happens to bump into each other along the road, I am sry to treat u as transparent as well.. I am too sad and deeply hurt to hv anything to do with u anymore.. I hv nv been so mean to any of my frens b4, bt U HV REALLY HURT me s00ooo deeply~ I swear by tt if this incident is my fault of any case, an apology will be given to u without qs! Sorry is nt sometink I will not say! I am not someone who is afraid to admit my wrong doings towards my frens! Sry is to be said sincerely from the heart to the person u care if wrong is being done! Bt this time I hv done nthin to own u an apology! Just a small matter but ur pettiness destroys our friendship.. Mayb u yearn for this day to happens~ Now u hv it! This is the last straw for the 14 yrs of frenship I hv been by ur side giving in to u all the time..
God is fair, he took something away from u but in the end he will still give u wat is worthy back to u! I lost one 'gd fren' bt i gain a couple of other true frens instead!
With this sad & angry post, ends everything we hold together in the pasts..