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*20.09.2009*
Itz yet another day tat alot of couples got married on.. Nice date? But only on this year lah~ Next yr will be like, 20.09.2010.. So ya, spoilt e suppose to be 'nice' date eh.. (No nice anymore lor..)
For me, I prefer double numbers.. I alws dreamt getting married on those double dates ya.. Like 06.06.06, 08.08.08, 10.10.10 etc~ 12.12.12 is nice 2!
Tell u abit of my 'story'..
Last time, I was 1st suppose to get married on a particular's yr dbl date - with this ex bf of mine~ But this ex bf aka bastard of mine cheated on me two times! When e 1st time he cheated on me, I alrdy told myself - No matter how nice & loving he is to me, but as long as he cheats on me, tats it! No 2nd chance given to him even if he begged me.. N from wat I foresee, he will come back to me within 2 weeks.. So he did! Come begging me soon after! Bah! Such loser.. I ever tried all means n ways to avoid him ya~ So much so until tat I even asked my guyfrens to tell him tat I've changed my HP no. Told him off n asked him to pls stop bothering me! But he still peservere.. Find out where I am.. Come to pick me up aft club.. Waited for me at my house downstairs.. Keep calling & smsing me telling me hw regret he is.. Trying anything just to win me back to him again! I was young then rite.. So I tot, y not~ Since he has all e while been a very caring, loving, sweet BF (other then e cheating part) Moreover, guys ma.. Easily tempted by e sluts n bitches outside ya.. So I stuipidly conviced myself to accept n 'patched' back wit him! All my frens did actually advice not to go back to this bastard ever.. But bcos I believe all humans err, n a chance is neccessary to be given if possible.. Blame me on my soft heartedness.. So, aft we patched back, he was doubly nice, sweet, caring & loving towards me eh.. Making me feels like a Queen! OK, I was abit touched.. He even bring me to my ever 1st overseas trip! Which is Sydney & Brisbane~ All being fully sponsored! He oso planned my 21st Bday.. OK, so I tot he reli did changed~ N i was rite in 'patching' up ya~
Then came a yr when he changed his job to work in Jurong.. (He stayed in Sengkang) During tat time, my Grandpa has a rented 2rooms flat located at Commonwealth n was vacant.. So e very nice me offered to let him moved there 2gther wit me of cos.. In order for him to save all e hassle of e travelling time.. Of cos he agree w.o hesitation lah.. Moved in with only a renting fees of merely 50 bucks.. Which idiot dun want rite.. Anyway, after we moved in, e 1st few mths was great! Everytink went smooothly.. We did things lik wat a normal couples does.. Bt tinks make a turn soon after.. He suddenly often had e so-call OT or needa go out drinks to 'entertain' his work client.. KNS rite! Suddenly become so BZ.. He think woman r idiots? Of cos not lah.. He isnt my 1st BF leh.. Do u think I will believe all these bullshits? Then we tends to hv alot of argurments.. Since he so 'BZ', so I started goin out wit my frens 2.. It wasnt then I realise, theres actually alot of guys whom r alot more bete thn him ya.. N so, we drifted even further apart.. But bcos he was still officially my Bf, thn I didnt hv any evil tots lah.. *grin*
E last straw came when he say he wana moved back to his place (Seng Kang) So I ask him wats wrong? (U cant just moved back bcos we quarral rite.. So childish meh?) So I keep probing him but he still keep mums.. So I smell a rat.. Purposly lured him to let me see his HP.. Walah! Tats it! All tks to e wonderful Camera HP! W.o hesitation, a few tight fking gd slaps flew on his face umpteen times! Tats it! The end.. Dun ned to say too much.. Gd pic can do all e talking.. He oso loss for words anyway.. But all I can say is, no mater hw great, gd, nice, sweet, caring, 24 hr BF he is to u, anything still can go wrong.. Who can I blame? Blame myself for letting him to hurt me twice? Or blame his brainless itchy penis?
Of cos I cant say itz 101% all his fault as well.. Cos it takes 2 hands to clap as well.. Do u noe tat theres actually alot of sluts n bitches whom dun mind even if the guys r attached n yet still go ahead with e 'game'.. (Cos they r itchy 2!) Some even to e extend of married man! OK, I must be fair.. Same goes for guys oso lah.. I noe, cos I bump into a few of these..
Can u believe then he still has e cheek to say he wana marry me? Haiz~ Anyway, Im glad I've lost him.. No matter hw nice a guy is, as long as he cheated on u once.. NV go back to him EVER! These kinda bastards will still cheat on u again one lor~ Either u duno, or dun care, or u simply hv no choice.. 4 me.. I hv loadsa choices then.. He? He dun worth a penny.. He will get his Karma soon~ Mayb not on him.. But alws rmb this, " Wats goes around comes around"~ If it stops at u, dun be smug, cos it will still goes on - on ur other areas or even UR children~ So, in e end.. I am still e winner.. ^^
Morale is, search ur heart b4 doin any bad things..
Anyway, aft this ex bf aka bastard, I've gt a much nicer (oso) ex-bf.. He is consider those cute n well built kind ya~ No doubt a much bete choice then e previous bastard~ (See, wat comes around goes around) Tat cute n well built ex-bf is nice.. We was getting along quite well 2.. But one bad point abt him is: he is extremely quiet! N we dun reli hv much thinks in common ya~ So gradually, I started to think alot.. He even bought me a ring to propose to me n we even applied for a flat (Treelodge) together as well! But sad to say, I backed out e last min.. I canot foresee myself to stay with him forever.. Im an outgoing person, bt he is very introvert ya.. Im worried we will ended up divorce, which no ger in e world hopes for.. So I bcame e baddie.. I had a few suitors then~ N naturally, I started goin out wit some.. So then, I just grabbed on to a 'saving boey' ya~ I may be heartless u might seem.. But Im doin for e goodsake ya.. I hv to make a decision, if nt I might regret e rest of my life.. I may hv done it e wrong way I guess.. So, in e end I got my gd share of Karma 2..
Rmb, b4 u actually got married, u reli hv to consider deeply.. Is not abt just I wana married bcos I wanted to.. Or I wana married bcos itz time.. Or becos I need a flat etc.. (Some is bcos of BB, thn tat one is no choice lah~ Bcos BB is a life, its diff ya~) Bcos if its due to these unwise reasons, ur marriage life might not last..
Anyhow, my 'saving boey' lasted for awhile b4 I got single~ This time, I got a few gd mths of hvin fun being single.. Also, to clear my head b4 gettin on into another r/s again.. Which is also b4 I got to noe my current Hubby! I am so glad tat I forgo e previous 2 'abt-to-get-marry' r/s! If not bcos of them, I wldnt hv get so far to hv noe my Hubby! See, God is fair!
OK! Enuff of my nonsensical babbling! I talk too much 2nite.. =P