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*Feeling Over whelm*
Had been tossing & turning e whole nite.. Itz 30mins past 4am alrdy & Im still blogging away.. Time seems 2 crawl~ As much as I tried to make myself fall asleep, but in avail~
Celine Dearie is excited abt her on-going wedding preparations thus unable to get to sleep~
(Tat is totally understandable)
Whereas for me, I am equally excited 2!
(Hmmmm~ Shld I say, Anxious? Worried? Confused? As if my minds hving a battle..) Yet all these has got nothing to do with the Wedding~
No doubt I am feeling more light loaded n happy alrdy when e news were broke to me earlier on.. (Finally a Greenlight! If not, it reli sent my whole head thinking for e past few nites! Hasnt been sleeping well at all.. I swear if this thing is not being done ASAP, my head would hv exploded!!
Now tat is more or less settled, I heave a relieve~)
But on e same time, Im alrdy starting 2 feel abit stress.. Im afraid I cant cope it well enuff.. And hence, will sent disappointment 2 my love ones! Especially the ones tat will be helping me throughout!
Im 27 this year alrdy~ Not tat old bt nt as young as it seems 2! I cant waste too much of e time anymore! Time will not wait for u, u noe? If itz gona takes me 2 years.. By then I will be 29~!~
Customary most likely will be as planned as on Oct Year 2010.. (Age 28)
In e midst, if itz a 2 years affair (hopefully), I will be 29.. Tat leaves me a good whole year to save up for our HDB! Then I guess baby planning will be putting on hold 4 e moment.. Might be a good idea, cos in e meantime I can regulate my health also~
Hopefully down e road, my path will be a smoother one.. What more can I ask 4 ya? Probly I might b thinking 2 much.. But I just cant help it~ I guess which is y I am still wink awake now! HiazZzz~
Oh god! Inject me wit more confidence & positive thoughts ya? Pls help me to go through these nerves wreaking ordeals..